What a mental week it has been!!
We have Andy Murray flying high at Wimbledon!! His bro is doing well in the doubles too!
My goodness Charlies Angel star Farah Fawcitt died of cancer on on Thursday, as did the totally Iconic Michael Jackson!! I actually cried when reading all the stuff about him on the BBC website on Friday! When i was a kid he was one of my idols! Prancing about in my mum n dads room pretending to be him, my walls were covered with MJ posters and Liverpool FC posters too.
I will never forget him! All the greatness he exuded and all the crap talked about him aswell..
Three young children left without a father lets hope they will never ace the shit their father took in his life but always remember how amazing and inspirational their dad was and is!
Its a shame that people dont rally together in life like they do when someone dies! Fuck all jobs for people! Means hard times for many, i didnt think it would affect me at all but it has and its breaking my heart as it may cost me the one person who i love more than anything!!!!!!!!!!!
There are issues in my health that i need to address but am terrified of doing so as it means allot of pain and discomfort for a while, but, i need to face up to it all or ill never totally have control of my life!! This addiction controls me most of the time! Fucking Codeine!! So as i am too afraid to go to the doctors i will email him when i finish this blog if i dont do so now, i never will in my mind! Wish me luck if anyone ever reads it and if you have a god pray that its all made as easy as possible...
Ill try and keep a diary of it all on here so that it might one day be read by someone in the same boat as me and give them the nudge they need ..........................
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